Feeling the love ♥

Isn't it nice to have someone loving you as much as you love yourself or maybe even more? I'm so glad to have him being around me all these while and succeeded in making me falling in love with him. I've been mentioning 'him/he' in my past posts and I guess I'm going to start changing it to Nic for short. Nicholas for full. Yes, Nic's status has changed from a friend to boyfriend. Yay! :) I would say I'm really glad and lucky to have him as my boyfriend. He's really a guy that any girls wants. Maybe there are girls or guys out there who thinks he's not handsome or tall or anything that fits in their ideal guy list. Stereotypes. To me, he's really attractive to me for being who he really is. That's why I'm glad. I mean like, where can you find such caring and understanding guy?

People do have their limitations of caring in terms of being different sex friends. If a guy and girl can treat each other like their best friend, I think there's not a need to say that things do actually work out further as a relationship. I don't know why but somehow whenever we talked or texteach other, I have this can't explainable feeling in me but it was a good feeling. Just like how we understand each other really well and we do have many similarities. I have a good feeling that this relationship will actually work out from what we sees in each other, working hard for each other and of course, our relationship. I really love him! So glad so glad. Now I guess it's time to rest! Got to wake up early to do some revision and meet Nic to spend some time with him!

Love you my love, Nic! ♥

Thank you for being by my side & loving me unconditionally.

With love.

Decision about my studies

At some point of time, I sat down alone thinking about what I'm going to do about my results as well as my current studies. I would say the results hit me hard that I really really do not know what to do about my studies. Even though I've met so many times of failure throughout my diploma courses, I chose not to give up. Of course the prices of the retaking modules are huge and I managed to pay them on my own as I do not want my parents to worry further. Paying the modules fees are insane! It practically burned a hole in my bank. Life's extremely tough when I have to survive on almost less than a hundred bucks a month.

The experience taught me a lesson and thus I came to another conclusion of paying my re-modules fee again. Where can I exactly find 3 thousand to pay for my fees? Well, I guess I'll have to spend lesser and work my ass off once again. Another lesson learnt. I really got to buck up on my studies regardless of any obstacles that comes my way. It's my degree, my future. I won't give up just like that cause if I were to give up, I would have done so years back then. So, work hard it is!

With love.