Feeling the love ♥

Isn't it nice to have someone loving you as much as you love yourself or maybe even more? I'm so glad to have him being around me all these while and succeeded in making me falling in love with him. I've been mentioning 'him/he' in my past posts and I guess I'm going to start changing it to Nic for short. Nicholas for full. Yes, Nic's status has changed from a friend to boyfriend. Yay! :) I would say I'm really glad and lucky to have him as my boyfriend. He's really a guy that any girls wants. Maybe there are girls or guys out there who thinks he's not handsome or tall or anything that fits in their ideal guy list. Stereotypes. To me, he's really attractive to me for being who he really is. That's why I'm glad. I mean like, where can you find such caring and understanding guy?

People do have their limitations of caring in terms of being different sex friends. If a guy and girl can treat each other like their best friend, I think there's not a need to say that things do actually work out further as a relationship. I don't know why but somehow whenever we talked or texteach other, I have this can't explainable feeling in me but it was a good feeling. Just like how we understand each other really well and we do have many similarities. I have a good feeling that this relationship will actually work out from what we sees in each other, working hard for each other and of course, our relationship. I really love him! So glad so glad. Now I guess it's time to rest! Got to wake up early to do some revision and meet Nic to spend some time with him!

Love you my love, Nic! ♥

Thank you for being by my side & loving me unconditionally.

With love.

Decision about my studies

At some point of time, I sat down alone thinking about what I'm going to do about my results as well as my current studies. I would say the results hit me hard that I really really do not know what to do about my studies. Even though I've met so many times of failure throughout my diploma courses, I chose not to give up. Of course the prices of the retaking modules are huge and I managed to pay them on my own as I do not want my parents to worry further. Paying the modules fees are insane! It practically burned a hole in my bank. Life's extremely tough when I have to survive on almost less than a hundred bucks a month.

The experience taught me a lesson and thus I came to another conclusion of paying my re-modules fee again. Where can I exactly find 3 thousand to pay for my fees? Well, I guess I'll have to spend lesser and work my ass off once again. Another lesson learnt. I really got to buck up on my studies regardless of any obstacles that comes my way. It's my degree, my future. I won't give up just like that cause if I were to give up, I would have done so years back then. So, work hard it is!

With love.

Reality smacks hard

So, my fear for my result has became a reality. Looking at the results that I obtained, it was really sad about I as it hit me hard. Of course I did not do well and I had to take the module again. Although it's not the first time I failed a module but every time it happens, it never fails to seems like history is repeating. Like I mentioned before, I'm a slow learner in terms of studies. I don't mind retaking the module as I know I will do well after redo the modules but it's the money that concerns me. Ever since I've completed my GCE 'O' Levels examination and got an over-the-top amount of points that does not bring me anywhere, the amount of money my parents spent on my studies were huge. That hurts me a lot too.

Seeing them working their asses off, doesn't pay much and have to pay for my school fees. That's the consequences of studying in a private institute. Everything's about the money but the certificate comes faster. So, history has been repeating and I know that I ain't going to give up just like that. From the amount of failures that I've faced, made me who I am today. I promised myself to do better the next time over and over again. Never once forget about my dream and what I want to be. I believe, always will.

With love.

Mode for school: ON

Term 2 has finally started and I have a bad feelings for it. Why? Simply because I'm juggling 2 different laws and a management module this term. It sound a little crazy isn't it? I'm so worried for this term. Bad feelings. Bad, bad feelings. Furthermore, results should be coming out in a few weeks time. In a panic mode right now. I'm a slow learner in studies therefore, I'm always lagging behind people. But this ain't making me give up on my studies. So, Goodluck to me in studies! :)

With Love.

Short Getaway to Langkawi

Photo taken outside hotel lobby. Awesome view. <3

It's another weekend! So I finally flew back from Langkawi! Went there for 4 days 3 nights. First night was really bad maybe because of the bed that I'm not used to. My bed's my bestfriend! :) I kept waking up throughout the night and things like that. Thank god for being able to sleep well for the second and third night. The attractions such as, Bird paradise, underwater world etc. are really nice. Did a little shopping too and bought myself swimwear, converse shoe and that's about it. Did bought some chocolates back for my friends as souvenirs as it's only manufactured in Langkawi. When travelling back to Singapore, I felt like my holiday has just started. The first few days are only for me to adapt to the environment. Oh well, I shall go somewhere far and longer duration next time! Alright, time for me to unpack and prepare to head out! :)

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With Love.

Weekend

Yes, I ♥ weekends!

Like, who doesn't?! Oh well, yesterday's weather was ridicously hot! 34 degrees celcius for goodness sake! Even when I'm home the whole day because I was so lazy to get out of the house, I'm pespiring like hell! Really ridicous isn't it? So I rolled around the whole afternoon doing things I could find. When it comes to evening, my mood was really low, low. Seriously, it's all because of the weather! Ugh. Why can't Singapore have four seasons? ): Oh anyways, I had a date at night so he came to pick me up and we went to watch The Lucky One! I would say it's worth the watch but not worth the price on weekends. I feel that the ratings are totally wrong! It's rated PG-13 but I sincerely thought it's NC-16. Why? Obviously there are way many steamy hot scenes in the movie that are bad influence to kids! I believed so! Other than that, I couldn't concentrate much on the movie as the whole cinema was so noisy. Girls chatting beside me, people around opening their food bites and things like that. No peace and it's irritating!

After the movie, we went to Simpang to have our supper since we were both a little hungry and I did not take my dinner at all. Sinful night but it's okay! Chat a little and went home around 1am. I swear I was half asleep and tired at that timing because I wasn't the night-life teenager. I'm screwing up my body clock! Wait, I'm still considered a teenager? Whatever! Oh well, although it's a simple movie/supper date, I thought it was sweet and a great time to learn more about each other. I really enjoyed myself. :)

As for today, I woke up a little late and as usual, I was smiling the first thing I woke up checking my whatsapp. Sweet messages or greetings never fails to make my day! I do have a habit of checking my phone after I woke up in bed. Like, I make sure I check through my mail and messages that came through the night, tumblr, twitter and instagram! I think I'm relying too much on phone and data plan! Habits are hard to change but I don't really care. Oh well. Anyways, I did some housework at home, cleared my wardrobe a little. I realize I had a lot of clothes and easily, my wardrobe are filled with clothes! Like full, full. Oh my god. I got to clear them again because I can foresee I'm going to buy more soon! Girls will always be girls. Alright, enough of rest. Got to get back to work. Be back again, soon.

With love.

Drinks

I need to stop drinking so much. Of course, as compared to most of my friend's alcohol limits, I'm at the lowest. I admit I can't drink much so I won't drink more. In order to take care of my body, I ought to be drinking lesser or even stop drinking because I don't exactly know what's happening in my body. Creating resistance when I drink and that's a bad thing to me. I meant the feelings of the aftermath. I experienced the worse feeling last saturday when I went Timbre with my lovely cliques(can't get any better;in awe). I had my usual drink and I had the worse feeling while heading home. Headache like someone's squeezing my head, heavy as hell. Ear blocked. The feeling of vomitting really disgust me. I seriously hate the feeling of vomitting. Somehow I made it home after train and walking home.

Texted my friend while I'm on my way home and he said I'm drunk by looking at the way I'm texting. Seriously? Haha. So somehow I got home with all the mess up feeling, took a shower and totally knock out. Woke up almost noon the next day and rushed out to watch Titanic 3D with my siblings! I could say that it's really a waste of money for the 3D effect cause there really wasn't much effect. Watch it on CD at home would be better. Ok back to movie in cinema, after movie went to Siglap to meet up with my usual Starbucks lovelies! Grabbed my favourite cafe latte and molten chocolate. I love meeting up with them at Starbucks to chill, talking about almost anything. They are all so wise and I love talking to them. So we chatted, gossiped, shared what's going on in our lives. Back home after chilling and that's about it!

I'm really making a full use of my 3 weeks holiday before next sem starts! :)

With love.

Picking up a new start

Hi bloggers! I'm back to blogger after... a year or 2? A sudden urge to pick up blogging again! So.. yes! I'm glad I'm back blogging about my new life and things that I'm interested in! Most of all shall be what I'm up to most of the time! Look out for my new post in future! :)

With love.